27.12.03
tienes grifa?
know that scene from high fidelity when that ian character walks into the music store and cusack envisions himself, jack black, and that other guy just beatin the crap outta him and throwin that television set on him and all? i feel like doin that to someone. and i used to love this person. so much hate in me; this cant be healthy. 'and i used to be such a nice guy.' ive gotta start seen a psychiatrist again...
some ass deleted the pics off my site. and all the pics are on my dad's computer which is password protected and all so it may be a while till i get my pics online again. that is, if he hasnt deleted em or anything. if he has, ill just hafta make it up durin spring break (YOWZA~!). sooo cant wait. my parents got me a cam memory card for xmas. i was like umm, ok. i already knew they wouldnt gimme what i really wanted... but still, no doubt itll come in handy. i might not be able to put the those pics on the site...dunno y though...haha, just ask me if ya want a looksie.
(girls only) if a friend of yours asked yoo to go out w/ him and ya knew id be 'difficult' to say the least, due to the fact that his parents are nazis and that hed only be able to take ya out on the sly etc, would ya say yes?
79% for course
21% for psh, no quite surprising poll results. i honestly had no idea... (new poll suggestions welcome)
yeah, so for the past week ive just been sittin on my ass at home. havent really gone out or anything. ive been catchin up on a whole lotta sleep, reading some books ive had on my 'to read' list for a while, and fending off the parentals as usual. i was gonna go out [shopping] w/ 2 chics but then things got screwy after a phone call to my house at 11.45 and that didnt exactly work out. im hopin it does on monday. and i still gotta get somebody a present. i know, i know, its a tad bit late but better late than never. the plan was to get the present before xmas but that sorta didnt work out either. my parents are makin me go for a baby shower on the 28th. correct me if im wrong but arent those only for women? im pretty happy cuz in a bit im goin w/ all my cousins to navy pier to go ice skating. this should be interesting to say the least seeing as none of them have ever gone skating before. yeah, its been a while since ive been skating myself. ahh yes, yeah, the last time i went skating wasnt exactly the best of days; im hopine tmrw turns out to be a GREAT day. let's hope for the best. my mom has a conference in florida from the 31st to the 4th. the majority of the places my family goes to its the result of some business conference. my mom is usually at the meeting and my dad just wants to sit in the hotel room and watch the premium channels. my sister usually just studies. and i either try to get online or just sit on the patio and look out at w/e's goin on outside. d-rask asked what i was doin over the holdiays and when i told him he said that instead of just sittin in the hotel i should go down to the beach and pick up chics or sumthin. typical. i think imma revert to old times when me and a couple of my friends would play this game called rendezvous. it basically consists of seeing how many chic's contact infos yoo can get in a specific span of time. not that ya call em or anything but still. im not sure if ill actually go through w/ it cuz its no fun playin alone. hpfly sumthin works out. oh yeah, shout out to katie [doyle]. an above average cool sophomore if i ever met one. we played some mad hangman last saturday. she also has mckins this year so the convo went thataway.
'things we talked about today' (hint: chem lab)
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'so it's the actual watch and to watch'
'dr b, seriously, we're on shakespeare. if ur gonna point out a pun, it's gotta be sexual.'
'...siby'
'uh, sorry dr b, i honestly have no idea what's going on.'
the other day megall asked altier what menstruation was...strange.
song of the moment: double team
know that scene from high fidelity when that ian character walks into the music store and cusack envisions himself, jack black, and that other guy just beatin the crap outta him and throwin that television set on him and all? i feel like doin that to someone. and i used to love this person. so much hate in me; this cant be healthy. 'and i used to be such a nice guy.' ive gotta start seen a psychiatrist again...
some ass deleted the pics off my site. and all the pics are on my dad's computer which is password protected and all so it may be a while till i get my pics online again. that is, if he hasnt deleted em or anything. if he has, ill just hafta make it up durin spring break (YOWZA~!). sooo cant wait. my parents got me a cam memory card for xmas. i was like umm, ok. i already knew they wouldnt gimme what i really wanted... but still, no doubt itll come in handy. i might not be able to put the those pics on the site...dunno y though...haha, just ask me if ya want a looksie.
(girls only) if a friend of yours asked yoo to go out w/ him and ya knew id be 'difficult' to say the least, due to the fact that his parents are nazis and that hed only be able to take ya out on the sly etc, would ya say yes?
79% for course
21% for psh, no quite surprising poll results. i honestly had no idea... (new poll suggestions welcome)
yeah, so for the past week ive just been sittin on my ass at home. havent really gone out or anything. ive been catchin up on a whole lotta sleep, reading some books ive had on my 'to read' list for a while, and fending off the parentals as usual. i was gonna go out [shopping] w/ 2 chics but then things got screwy after a phone call to my house at 11.45 and that didnt exactly work out. im hopin it does on monday. and i still gotta get somebody a present. i know, i know, its a tad bit late but better late than never. the plan was to get the present before xmas but that sorta didnt work out either. my parents are makin me go for a baby shower on the 28th. correct me if im wrong but arent those only for women? im pretty happy cuz in a bit im goin w/ all my cousins to navy pier to go ice skating. this should be interesting to say the least seeing as none of them have ever gone skating before. yeah, its been a while since ive been skating myself. ahh yes, yeah, the last time i went skating wasnt exactly the best of days; im hopine tmrw turns out to be a GREAT day. let's hope for the best. my mom has a conference in florida from the 31st to the 4th. the majority of the places my family goes to its the result of some business conference. my mom is usually at the meeting and my dad just wants to sit in the hotel room and watch the premium channels. my sister usually just studies. and i either try to get online or just sit on the patio and look out at w/e's goin on outside. d-rask asked what i was doin over the holdiays and when i told him he said that instead of just sittin in the hotel i should go down to the beach and pick up chics or sumthin. typical. i think imma revert to old times when me and a couple of my friends would play this game called rendezvous. it basically consists of seeing how many chic's contact infos yoo can get in a specific span of time. not that ya call em or anything but still. im not sure if ill actually go through w/ it cuz its no fun playin alone. hpfly sumthin works out. oh yeah, shout out to katie [doyle]. an above average cool sophomore if i ever met one. we played some mad hangman last saturday. she also has mckins this year so the convo went thataway.
'things we talked about today' (hint: chem lab)
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'so it's the actual watch and to watch'
'dr b, seriously, we're on shakespeare. if ur gonna point out a pun, it's gotta be sexual.'
'...siby'
'uh, sorry dr b, i honestly have no idea what's going on.'
the other day megall asked altier what menstruation was...strange.
song of the moment: double team
19.12.03
i went through a bit of rejection earlier on in the week that im slowly getting over. slowly but surely. im sure a lil escape on the 30th w/ kmart'll make things right :) yeah, just so ya know, this post has no aforethough or direction whatsoever. consider yourself warned. i dont really have much on my mind right now its just like what's shown on one of those ekg monitors at the hospital that just goes beep beep w/ every heartbeat right after somebody's died. mine's just a striaght green line. (why green?) no movement at all. not like im figuratively sayin im dead/down/depressed bc that i am not. i mean, how would that even be possible? i dont have to go to fenfen for a whole 2 weeks! YOWZA~! but then again, im quite dissapointed in the fact that i wont see yall for 14 days. thats a long time to just spend w/ your family, you know. specially when ya got family like mine... moy tday: 'f man, i hate your whole goddam family' mhem, i know exactly what ya mean. yeah, tday moy totally made my day. ahh yes, congrats to all who got kairos leader. i will attempt to remember them all: kohout, lund, hurls, maciej, jasmine, kat, betsy, sokel. crap. whoops, missed one. yes, i was hopin to get leader but i didnt. as some of yoo might know maciej and i applied for the same talk (psh, yes there are TALKS on kairos for all of yoo who dont know. now imma have all the kairos buffs come to my house and kick my ass for tellin one of the secrets.) yes kudos to all of yoo who got it, but ill hafta say there were some other ppl i was hopin would get it too. we'll see what happens next time. and no, i dont think im reapplyin anymore. y? i dunno. its just sumthin i feel. sorta how i feel columbia's the right college for me even though its the farthest one from me and theres a buncha good schools in IL. 'im hooked on a feelin...' ok, maybe not that sorta feelin but still. maybe moy'll be able to convince me, haha. yeah, back to moy. i had no idea when school would end tday and had just told my parents to pick me up at 1. they're like 'um...we'll pick ya up at 2.' and then turns out class let out at 12. maciej was gonna be on sibyduty tday after school but he had some kairos meetin so i rolled w/ moy. first we went to sub t which ill hafta say is better than than that other place alpine that is hailed by so many at our school. then we went to la casa de moy and played fifa for a while. then after watchin tv i said i had better head back to school cuz it was gettin close to 2. we got back to school and they still werent there so i called em up.
moy: how long they gonna take to get here?
me: 15 minutes. ill cya l...
moy: let's go shopping.
me: what?
haha, still cracks me up. so in the 15 mins, we zipped over to old navy but couldnt get a parkin space so we just ended up comin back. ...yoo may not see how this seems so funny to me but...(where's altier when ya need him) 'it was hillaarious, ya had to be there'. so yeah, moy. another one of those ppl i was talkin bout b4 who can totally rock socks. shock socks. (and shouldnt that dec group 4 symbol be for group 3 maybe?) anywho, on the way back from school i was informed that one of my friend's mom's been diagnosed w/ cancer. i was just thinkin bout it then out of nowhere almost started cryin, but then i caught myself. then i started askin y i caught myself? y didnt i want to cry? actually, studies have actually proven that crying has its place in the emotional recovery of someone. and i do admit from experience that crying is quite relieving. just that its been a long time since ive really cried long and hard over sumthin. not that i havent wanted to though. what is it that brainwashes guys to think its wrong to cry? true, guys have different emotional structures than women. a guy's emotion is supported by a firm foundation, beams, buttresses, and the like, while a woman's is just...not.
(now all the women are makin phone calls to the kairos buffs.) actually i think mr carlin sums it up the best: 'men don't show emotion, except rage, because it takes strength to show soft emotions. most men don't have that kind of strength. they keep things inside. then they kill someone.' so as i mentioned b4 its gonna be a long time till i see yall. if any ya hear bout any parties of any sort, if ya could gimme the heads up w/ an email/IM, id greatly appreciate it. i stillhafta get some more gifts for ppl. gotta get on that. [just a word on gifts. if ur not sure what to get, get sumthin really cheap but really sentimental. too generic... here, get sumthin that like represents an inside joke or sumthin or something the person likes remotely. like tday i gave maciej a box of pixies cuz thats his fav band and on it i wrote 'thanks for bein a great father figure for me' on it. (if ya dunno what that refers to ask either of us.) i got a sobe liz blizz for perry. see what i mean? stuff like that. these are classic. trust me.] oh yeah, its nicole's bday tmrw. and since im not gonna see all of yoo for a while, ill just do all the happy bdays now: 22th-rousakis, 24th-tess, 25th-packey, 28th-mccarthy, 29th-brianne, 30th-maciej, 1st-kris. happy bday to ya all. id put up pics tday but my mom's kickin me off the comp so ill catch yall lata. rock on!
song of the day: audioslave - i am the highway
fyi: the reason why santa's so happy is cuz he knows where all the bad girls live...
moy: how long they gonna take to get here?
me: 15 minutes. ill cya l...
moy: let's go shopping.
me: what?
haha, still cracks me up. so in the 15 mins, we zipped over to old navy but couldnt get a parkin space so we just ended up comin back. ...yoo may not see how this seems so funny to me but...(where's altier when ya need him) 'it was hillaarious, ya had to be there'. so yeah, moy. another one of those ppl i was talkin bout b4 who can totally rock socks. shock socks. (and shouldnt that dec group 4 symbol be for group 3 maybe?) anywho, on the way back from school i was informed that one of my friend's mom's been diagnosed w/ cancer. i was just thinkin bout it then out of nowhere almost started cryin, but then i caught myself. then i started askin y i caught myself? y didnt i want to cry? actually, studies have actually proven that crying has its place in the emotional recovery of someone. and i do admit from experience that crying is quite relieving. just that its been a long time since ive really cried long and hard over sumthin. not that i havent wanted to though. what is it that brainwashes guys to think its wrong to cry? true, guys have different emotional structures than women. a guy's emotion is supported by a firm foundation, beams, buttresses, and the like, while a woman's is just...not.
(now all the women are makin phone calls to the kairos buffs.) actually i think mr carlin sums it up the best: 'men don't show emotion, except rage, because it takes strength to show soft emotions. most men don't have that kind of strength. they keep things inside. then they kill someone.' so as i mentioned b4 its gonna be a long time till i see yall. if any ya hear bout any parties of any sort, if ya could gimme the heads up w/ an email/IM, id greatly appreciate it. i stillhafta get some more gifts for ppl. gotta get on that. [just a word on gifts. if ur not sure what to get, get sumthin really cheap but really sentimental. too generic... here, get sumthin that like represents an inside joke or sumthin or something the person likes remotely. like tday i gave maciej a box of pixies cuz thats his fav band and on it i wrote 'thanks for bein a great father figure for me' on it. (if ya dunno what that refers to ask either of us.) i got a sobe liz blizz for perry. see what i mean? stuff like that. these are classic. trust me.] oh yeah, its nicole's bday tmrw. and since im not gonna see all of yoo for a while, ill just do all the happy bdays now: 22th-rousakis, 24th-tess, 25th-packey, 28th-mccarthy, 29th-brianne, 30th-maciej, 1st-kris. happy bday to ya all. id put up pics tday but my mom's kickin me off the comp so ill catch yall lata. rock on!
song of the day: audioslave - i am the highway
fyi: the reason why santa's so happy is cuz he knows where all the bad girls live...
13.12.03
8.12.03
what to say? the topic of this paragraph is damian. yes. the one and only. wonderboy if anything. for all yoo that know him, he never ceases to amaze. (yeah, dont even ask y im doin this on him... i have no idea) basically, hes a genius. he's basically takin all the classes im takin and this year its interesting cuz i have just about every class w/ him. i bust my butt for each of these bloody aps im takin this year (see, even at the wash u interview, i told the lady, im like yeah at the beginning i thought id sign up for a buncha aps cuz id look good on college apps and all when they asked what ya decided to take your final year. ap physics, ap spanish, ap english... and now im realizin its startin to be a real pain in the ass. like even farran was sayin how the # of credit hours a kid takes his frosh year of college pales in comparison to the amount of hours kids take their senior year of high school. but wait, this was supposed to be about damian...not me bitchin bout my courseload...) yeah, so i do my best and take notes and do all the hw and damian just sits and draws in all his classes. every single one. the other day in chem farran's talkin bout how to balance equations and damian's drawin a picture of 2 ppl in a warm embrace. and on top of this he manages to get even better grades than me. he has one notebook for all of his classes which he carries around in his lil green preschool bag. this notebook is full of his drawings and math assignments. hes told me that the only class he acutally learns new info in is math. damian's in a math class w/ just me and meera even though hes already taken our class last yr. so he just works through his book himself and helps rarf out whenever we get stuck on a problem. ('the answer in the back of the book cant always be wrong...') ive told damian a million times that when he goes to college (u of c maybe. his sat english score's sorta low but the u of c rep said that if ya put down that ur bilingual and that ya speak a diff language at home, it should balance out) hes gonna ditch all this advanced math and just turn into an artist and start speakin french and get a beret and everything. this should be interesting. for the bfg play, rarf asked him to draw a painting to cover some hole in the wall and he drew this kick ass drawin and after the play this lady was like 'who drew that!?' and when she found damian she was talkin to him all about it and askin how much he wanted for it and askin if he had any others. just to get on top of things, i got damain's john hancock in my math notebook already. gonna be worth big bucks in a couple years. the other day he said hed draw me. ('ill draw a self portrait of you siby...' -lor) and for the next 2 periods he drew a pic of me. didnt turn out as good as he had hoped and he said hed try again lata. yeah, damian's the best. yoo rock bud. (my god, now imma have 25 other ppl ask me to write a post bout them...)
yeah so right now im filled w/ joy (yeah, from now on, im not doin the JOY~! anymore. that's maciej's. i got YOWZA~! now. and i think altier should take AWESOME~! but thats up to him. yeah, my parents just drive me insane. w/o fail. i come back from a wonderful evening yesterday and they totally just ruin it. do they do this on purpose i wonder? like i wanted to go for this regional youth conf bc, yup, id be away from my parents but instead we're takin a family trip to marcos island. 'thats awesome that ur goin to marcos island though,' ya say. i think not. ive been all over the US but most of the time a busniess meeting is involved and i end up just sitting in a hotel. id rather just relax in the comfort of my own home while dualling having the ability to interact with yoo all. oh yeah, and also, seeing as i dont have a celly and its not like imma be out of the house much, here are my digits: 630.241.7930. feel free to hit me up at any time. if ya ever got a q bout sumthin or need help or just wanna talk, holla at your boy.
KAIROS::
YOWZA~!
8 kisses in one night? ow! ow!
i LOVE shout outs yoo guys. thanks
'maciej and siby, i loved the picture'
larson, ps...
for 9 cents you can save this child
jerome
...but ive only seen pics of her on siby's digital cam
...and then, garret peed all over timmy...
fell in the flowers
he better be wearing something underneath that...
juanuary
'i actually managed to work in diffuser'
...my boys, Maciej, Siby, and Kevin, also known as the D3 powerhouse crew. I love these guys...
liz...think about it...cmon...for me?
hahahahahahahahaha
'ewwwwww ewwwwww girl ewwwww' 'damn' gotta love sibyduty. ur the best, bud.
rachel rocks!
yeah so right now im filled w/ joy (yeah, from now on, im not doin the JOY~! anymore. that's maciej's. i got YOWZA~! now. and i think altier should take AWESOME~! but thats up to him. yeah, my parents just drive me insane. w/o fail. i come back from a wonderful evening yesterday and they totally just ruin it. do they do this on purpose i wonder? like i wanted to go for this regional youth conf bc, yup, id be away from my parents but instead we're takin a family trip to marcos island. 'thats awesome that ur goin to marcos island though,' ya say. i think not. ive been all over the US but most of the time a busniess meeting is involved and i end up just sitting in a hotel. id rather just relax in the comfort of my own home while dualling having the ability to interact with yoo all. oh yeah, and also, seeing as i dont have a celly and its not like imma be out of the house much, here are my digits: 630.241.7930. feel free to hit me up at any time. if ya ever got a q bout sumthin or need help or just wanna talk, holla at your boy.
KAIROS::
YOWZA~!
8 kisses in one night? ow! ow!
i LOVE shout outs yoo guys. thanks
'maciej and siby, i loved the picture'
larson, ps...
for 9 cents you can save this child
jerome
...but ive only seen pics of her on siby's digital cam
...and then, garret peed all over timmy...
fell in the flowers
he better be wearing something underneath that...
juanuary
'i actually managed to work in diffuser'
...my boys, Maciej, Siby, and Kevin, also known as the D3 powerhouse crew. I love these guys...
liz...think about it...cmon...for me?
hahahahahahahahaha
'ewwwwww ewwwwww girl ewwwww' 'damn' gotta love sibyduty. ur the best, bud.
rachel rocks!
7.12.03
stan (who wishes to be referred to as 'the almighty' from now on on here) and i were playin hangman, and in rapid fire succession, each one he came up w/ i was able guess the word right off. save one. 'penisless wonder' (description of siby #2). but then we started to argue whether or not penisless was a word or not. good times, good times. gotta love hangman.
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fabbo
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yeah, happy bday bud, qot[other]day, courtesy of the tribune: 'there must be something wrong with someone who [choses to play] goalie on ice.'
is it unkosher for the guy to ask the girl to turnabout?
66 % for yes
26 % for no not that i had anybody on my mind ;), but the question was up on my profile. i found it quite amusing that most girls tended to vote that it was ok but most guys said it wasnt. im not really sure y it worked out that way. at present im tryna think up a new poll q...
my parents never cease to amaze me. one second they do something extremely out of the ordinary and i start to like them and then they pull a 180 and piss me off and its back to the way it was in the first place. ive found out some things recently all the way from the fact that they arent as huge fans of the beautiful heidi klum as i am to the fact that they dont like my music taste. my parents found out that i am listening to music with 'objectionable lyrics/themes' and wanted to listen to all my music. my dad said that hed trust me and let me delete all the music i thought was unappropriate myself. at first i thought it was bc he actually did trust me but then i discovered its prolly bc hed rather put a bullet through his head than to subject himself to approx a 230-240 hours of my music. and thats excluding the multiple cds i have. but then he managed to get his hands on my cd player and happy day the first song on it was from speakerboxxx. just my luck. and the 2nd just happened to be tenacious d. quality music no doubt but not exactly my dad's favorite artists. (lemme give ya a couple of his fav artists: john tesh, yanni, mozart, bach, get my drift?) la di da. but hey, at this point i could really care less bout anything they say bc i am officially done w/ all my college apps (u of south cali sent me something beggin me to come there but i dont think they realize its already december and i havent responded to any of the tons of junk mail they send me. my parents really want me to apply there and i mean, cali's great but i really dont feel like havin to worry about yet another college this late in the ball game. but i think ill hafta apply anyways. peer pressure. so i still gotta study for a spanish quiz and try to sort out physics. yeah, my dad searched my room tday. he said it was bc 'he was tryna find gum.' what? see, i had a huge pack of gum in my room and like all of a sudden i just realized it was gone, i bought some more and my dad's like 'whered it all go?' i had no idea and hes like 'im gonna go and look in your room.' 'nooo dad, ya dont hafta look, its not there. i already have some more anyways.' 'no, but i want to.' funny how he was so insistent on searchin. the gum was last seen on my desk and he was searchin everywhere. like drawers, dresser, bookcase, bed, everywhere. im thinkin a lil bird told him i had pot stashed in my room or sumthin. (which i dont.) he didnt find anything so thats a +. but ive really got TONS of stuff tdo tnight so ill cyall tmrw. rock on dec 03 kairos!
'i love you siby!!!'
'haha, he pulled a stan'
'will you protect this house?' 'we must protect this house!'
'it says here that 74% of men want women to make the first move' 'hey, i dont care, just as long as i get some, its all good'
'why didnt they just chop off thier feet bc it would discourage them from walking even more?'
MacAddict G4: you got laid didnt u
MacAddict G4: you sly dog you
CK9532: i am a profile and away message slut
Knapes318: ah what a sweet boy you are
im not a big fan of this, but im editing this post. on that u of sou cal. im not botherin to apply there no more. the main reason my parents wanted me to apply there was bc of their straight med program. psh. i checked and the apps due by dec 10. oook, it might be tough but i think i can do it. and they dont need a couns rec, only a teacher's is fine. but then i read that it needs a separate app for the med program. i took one look at it and was like hell no. so at present my parents are extremely pissed at me. but i really dont care. not one bit. columbia, northweezy, wash u, u of c. if i dont get into any of these schools, ill rocknroll at u of i. gray's promised to show me 'a damn good time.' i have not a care in the world. how bout yoo?
i just had to add this:
sibysamuel (6:21:57 PM): thad be so awesome if ya got into yale
sibysamuel (6:22:10 PM): if ya get in, you should get a sweatshirt right away
sibysamuel (6:22:47 PM): and wear it ever day and be like 'yeah, where are you goin next yr? im goin to yale. oh, didnt think i could do that? yeah, didnt think you could either'
Pmac1140 (6:22:59 PM): hahaha
Pmac1140 (6:23:10 PM): i might just to rub it in the haters faces
sibysamuel (6:23:19 PM): mhm
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altier
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chem/pe/weeklyo
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fabbo
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yeah, happy bday bud, qot[other]day, courtesy of the tribune: 'there must be something wrong with someone who [choses to play] goalie on ice.'
is it unkosher for the guy to ask the girl to turnabout?
66 % for yes
26 % for no not that i had anybody on my mind ;), but the question was up on my profile. i found it quite amusing that most girls tended to vote that it was ok but most guys said it wasnt. im not really sure y it worked out that way. at present im tryna think up a new poll q...
my parents never cease to amaze me. one second they do something extremely out of the ordinary and i start to like them and then they pull a 180 and piss me off and its back to the way it was in the first place. ive found out some things recently all the way from the fact that they arent as huge fans of the beautiful heidi klum as i am to the fact that they dont like my music taste. my parents found out that i am listening to music with 'objectionable lyrics/themes' and wanted to listen to all my music. my dad said that hed trust me and let me delete all the music i thought was unappropriate myself. at first i thought it was bc he actually did trust me but then i discovered its prolly bc hed rather put a bullet through his head than to subject himself to approx a 230-240 hours of my music. and thats excluding the multiple cds i have. but then he managed to get his hands on my cd player and happy day the first song on it was from speakerboxxx. just my luck. and the 2nd just happened to be tenacious d. quality music no doubt but not exactly my dad's favorite artists. (lemme give ya a couple of his fav artists: john tesh, yanni, mozart, bach, get my drift?) la di da. but hey, at this point i could really care less bout anything they say bc i am officially done w/ all my college apps (u of south cali sent me something beggin me to come there but i dont think they realize its already december and i havent responded to any of the tons of junk mail they send me. my parents really want me to apply there and i mean, cali's great but i really dont feel like havin to worry about yet another college this late in the ball game. but i think ill hafta apply anyways. peer pressure. so i still gotta study for a spanish quiz and try to sort out physics. yeah, my dad searched my room tday. he said it was bc 'he was tryna find gum.' what? see, i had a huge pack of gum in my room and like all of a sudden i just realized it was gone, i bought some more and my dad's like 'whered it all go?' i had no idea and hes like 'im gonna go and look in your room.' 'nooo dad, ya dont hafta look, its not there. i already have some more anyways.' 'no, but i want to.' funny how he was so insistent on searchin. the gum was last seen on my desk and he was searchin everywhere. like drawers, dresser, bookcase, bed, everywhere. im thinkin a lil bird told him i had pot stashed in my room or sumthin. (which i dont.) he didnt find anything so thats a +. but ive really got TONS of stuff tdo tnight so ill cyall tmrw. rock on dec 03 kairos!
'i love you siby!!!'
'haha, he pulled a stan'
'will you protect this house?' 'we must protect this house!'
'it says here that 74% of men want women to make the first move' 'hey, i dont care, just as long as i get some, its all good'
'why didnt they just chop off thier feet bc it would discourage them from walking even more?'
MacAddict G4: you got laid didnt u
MacAddict G4: you sly dog you
CK9532: i am a profile and away message slut
Knapes318: ah what a sweet boy you are
im not a big fan of this, but im editing this post. on that u of sou cal. im not botherin to apply there no more. the main reason my parents wanted me to apply there was bc of their straight med program. psh. i checked and the apps due by dec 10. oook, it might be tough but i think i can do it. and they dont need a couns rec, only a teacher's is fine. but then i read that it needs a separate app for the med program. i took one look at it and was like hell no. so at present my parents are extremely pissed at me. but i really dont care. not one bit. columbia, northweezy, wash u, u of c. if i dont get into any of these schools, ill rocknroll at u of i. gray's promised to show me 'a damn good time.' i have not a care in the world. how bout yoo?
i just had to add this:
sibysamuel (6:21:57 PM): thad be so awesome if ya got into yale
sibysamuel (6:22:10 PM): if ya get in, you should get a sweatshirt right away
sibysamuel (6:22:47 PM): and wear it ever day and be like 'yeah, where are you goin next yr? im goin to yale. oh, didnt think i could do that? yeah, didnt think you could either'
Pmac1140 (6:22:59 PM): hahaha
Pmac1140 (6:23:10 PM): i might just to rub it in the haters faces
sibysamuel (6:23:19 PM): mhm
2.12.03
OMG. O M G. wow. yesyesyeyseyesyesyesyesyes. what a rush. one sec, super pissed. next, super happy. yeah im the happiest ive ever been...ever. in my whole life. wow. i think imma bout to explode. the best thing happened to me. best thing in the whole wide wide world. the bestest bestest thing ever. yes, i will die a happy man. (sorry, but no, the siby has not been created just yet. this is even better than that. haha, the siby will come soon enough)
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1.12.03
'put a post up on your damn blog!'
as most of yoo might know, ive decided to start puttin polls in my AIM profile as opposed to quotes bc they just come on here anyways. so here are the results of the last one. therell be another up soon enough.
which would you rather?
not go out w/ anybody at all (52%)
OR
go out w/ a bf/gf thats not 'your type' (47%)
so college apps are finally over. all done. well, not quite, there's still interviews to look forward to, one of which is on saturday. whee... i talked to a friend of mine who was on the student interview board a couple yrs ago, and he said that a student takes ya out to lunch and ya just talk bout w/e and ya dont think so but they're really checkin ya out. he said hes gonna gimme the rubric on what they look for. ive decided i just might go to northweezy after all, (that is if i get in, fat chance, and if i dont get into any other college might wanna go to). but my parents have restricted me from doin anything for the past 2 weeks bc i hadnt done my apps. no you cant go out, no you cant go online, no you cant listen to music, no you cant sleep, sarahsarahsarah. i seriously finished them tday in study hall p2. yes, i was up late last night tryna figure out why i wanted to go to columbia. i could tell i was really disoriented at the time bc i was goin through it in chem for errors and at the end id said 'its as goldilocks would say, 'this is just right'' or some crap like that. oh well. and that northweezy app. pain in the ass. (i wrote an essay bout rarf, of all ppl. ask him to read it aloud in class, itll take 15 mins of class time. at least.) although readin the essay on playa king brightened my night. then talkin to the playa king at like 1 in the mornin and findin out he didnt even know bout all that stuff. haha, i told him we'll fix him up good for turnabout.
yeah, y am i doin this? i dunno. i decided to give up meat from tday till xmas. this is the first time ive ever done sumthin like this. ive never done lent b4 easter bc i never felt it was necessary. but now i dunno, its not that i got some religios spurt or sumthin. maybe i just wanna see if i can do it. my mom's all pissed off cuz shes goin off for some conference in san antonio for this week and she cooked a buncha food (including biriyani, if ya know what that is ;)) for me and my dad. usually my lunch at school consists of just a ham/turkey sandwich. thats it. i was doin the PAD's lunches at school and i was like, 'dayum the homeless ppl get a bigger lunch than i do' cuz they get an apple, chips, sandwich, drink, and fruitsnacks. maybe my small lunch has to do w/ the fact that im on a diet. dont ask. so i decided to go pbj, oreos, and clementines. then i ended up leavin it in the car. im starving at present...but its not like any of yoo care...
yesterday i had luda playin the basement and i was gettin tired of doin apps and started breakin it down. just did the trick. i advise you all, if ur doin apps and its gettin to ur head, just turn up some music and break it down. you'll return those those godawful apps as a totally different person. ...thats a good thing ppl.
colleen, i'm now $10 richer...no way in hell ya got lower than a 31%.
'you think im some rickshaw you can switch from manual to auto manual??'
'son, you're in 5th grade. its time to decide your career! engineering or medicine!?'
dialgo de hoy:
'which side of the room do you think is cooler? our side or that side?'
'ours. they have heaters over there'
'ummm...but we have marko.'
'is marko a heater?'
'oh my god.'
jamel foster's top 25 list:
1. ashley t.
2. ashley t.
3. ashely t.
.
.
.
.
at present, only like 2 ppl know what the above means...but its still hella funny.
as most of yoo might know, ive decided to start puttin polls in my AIM profile as opposed to quotes bc they just come on here anyways. so here are the results of the last one. therell be another up soon enough.
which would you rather?
not go out w/ anybody at all (52%)
OR
go out w/ a bf/gf thats not 'your type' (47%)
so college apps are finally over. all done. well, not quite, there's still interviews to look forward to, one of which is on saturday. whee... i talked to a friend of mine who was on the student interview board a couple yrs ago, and he said that a student takes ya out to lunch and ya just talk bout w/e and ya dont think so but they're really checkin ya out. he said hes gonna gimme the rubric on what they look for. ive decided i just might go to northweezy after all, (that is if i get in, fat chance, and if i dont get into any other college might wanna go to). but my parents have restricted me from doin anything for the past 2 weeks bc i hadnt done my apps. no you cant go out, no you cant go online, no you cant listen to music, no you cant sleep, sarahsarahsarah. i seriously finished them tday in study hall p2. yes, i was up late last night tryna figure out why i wanted to go to columbia. i could tell i was really disoriented at the time bc i was goin through it in chem for errors and at the end id said 'its as goldilocks would say, 'this is just right'' or some crap like that. oh well. and that northweezy app. pain in the ass. (i wrote an essay bout rarf, of all ppl. ask him to read it aloud in class, itll take 15 mins of class time. at least.) although readin the essay on playa king brightened my night. then talkin to the playa king at like 1 in the mornin and findin out he didnt even know bout all that stuff. haha, i told him we'll fix him up good for turnabout.
yeah, y am i doin this? i dunno. i decided to give up meat from tday till xmas. this is the first time ive ever done sumthin like this. ive never done lent b4 easter bc i never felt it was necessary. but now i dunno, its not that i got some religios spurt or sumthin. maybe i just wanna see if i can do it. my mom's all pissed off cuz shes goin off for some conference in san antonio for this week and she cooked a buncha food (including biriyani, if ya know what that is ;)) for me and my dad. usually my lunch at school consists of just a ham/turkey sandwich. thats it. i was doin the PAD's lunches at school and i was like, 'dayum the homeless ppl get a bigger lunch than i do' cuz they get an apple, chips, sandwich, drink, and fruitsnacks. maybe my small lunch has to do w/ the fact that im on a diet. dont ask. so i decided to go pbj, oreos, and clementines. then i ended up leavin it in the car. im starving at present...but its not like any of yoo care...
yesterday i had luda playin the basement and i was gettin tired of doin apps and started breakin it down. just did the trick. i advise you all, if ur doin apps and its gettin to ur head, just turn up some music and break it down. you'll return those those godawful apps as a totally different person. ...thats a good thing ppl.
colleen, i'm now $10 richer...no way in hell ya got lower than a 31%.
'you think im some rickshaw you can switch from manual to auto manual??'
'son, you're in 5th grade. its time to decide your career! engineering or medicine!?'
dialgo de hoy:
'which side of the room do you think is cooler? our side or that side?'
'ours. they have heaters over there'
'ummm...but we have marko.'
'is marko a heater?'
'oh my god.'
jamel foster's top 25 list:
1. ashley t.
2. ashley t.
3. ashely t.
.
.
.
.
at present, only like 2 ppl know what the above means...but its still hella funny.
