30.4.04
a story: there once was a lil boy that was a narc and always ratted on other ppl. then one morning that lil boy woke up and, wait, no, he didnt wake up. he was dead.
yeah, so i formally got kicked off of nhs. i got the letter and all. f-force told me the other day that somebody showed him that there were math solutions online. he said that he only had 3 ppl in that class and it was prolly me. yeah, i had math solutions online too but they were my own, not copied from anybody else or anything. i wont necessarily say that i didnt show those to anybody but still. this somebody should just die. just keel over and die. no, hit by a semi and die. i asked winkels if he knew anything bout me puttin up physics online and he said he didnt know. course i could ask nieto but id rather not talk to him than find out if it was him. egan said he was gonna send nhs a letter tellin them i was out and they shouldnt consider me for that scholarship anymore. one time i was walkin through ss and he said 'hi siby' (in his usual cheery voice, hence the name smilin tom), and was like 'did ya send that letter to them yet?' 'yes' 'can i have their address?' 'wait, why?' (he had that typical 'im confused' look on his face) 'well whoever went into my password-protected site and was showing teachers that stuff was doing it illegally and i wanted to explain that to the nhs people' 'well i advise you not to write that letter. you know what? i think you should stop playing lawyer and go look at yourself in the miror' 'umm...ok. so can i have that address?' 'NO!' i was gonna explain that i wanted to tell nhs that the whole thing was a mistake and there was nothing malicious about it. then i was thinkin 'y am i even botherin wasting my time talkin to this guy?' and i just blew him off and walked away. funny how that day in chem me and packey were makin up compounds and came up w/ 'BiPoLr'. how fitting. fenfen tries to sweep everything under the rug. stuff goes on here that nobody's heard about and the admin tries to keep it that way. as long as my parents didnt find out i was kicked off of nhs i was cool. what did i care if nhs gave me the shaft? woj saw me in the hallway that day and was like 'solidarity siby!' but then a couple days later i made a lil mistake. i was talkin online and my mom told me to get the mail and i was like 'gimme 30 secs, ill brb' so i run outside, grab the mail and put it on the kitchen table and run back to the comp. silly me, there was a letter in there from nhs which i coulda easily intercepted if i had just gone through the mail. i also left the kanye cd out and my parents saw it and were like 'is this what you're listening to now? warning explicit lyrics?' suave como mantequilla...
at the hall of fame induction ceremony ya know what i realized? besides the fact that just about all the ppl on it are white? the gospel was read by anne. haha. yeah, but what was it about? it was sumthin bout a master goin away and givin one guy 5 talents, another guy 2, and another 1. when he comes back he asks for his money and he gets 10 from the one guy, 4 from the next, but the last guy didnt give him any interest. he takes the one talent away from this guy then punishes him. course, ive heard the story a million times, but ya know what i thought when i heard it that day? damn jews. (my god, i know some jewish person's gonna get offended, i just know it)
ya know what the worst name ever is? jack mehoff. in the great words of woj, 'if i was jack mehoff, id kill myself.' i was talkin to vasquez, and he said that for jug one time he had to send out letters to pf's interested in sports. he find's letter addressed to 'jack mehoff' and he shows it to arellano and arellano starts crackin up. dolittle walks in and he shows it to her and she looks at it and is like, 'what?' and arellano's like 'his name's jack mehoff' 'so...' 'ya know, like, jack me-hoff' 'it's wrong to make fun of somebody like that. that is somebody's name and there is nothing wrong w/ it.' and arellano had to stop laughin. quite the funny situation.
pic of the day - gotta love solidarity; gotta love sweeney.
when i went down to wash u and i told ppl my name was siby, most of them were like, 'are you siby like from the homestar runner thing?' then they'd start singing, 'i would never ever ever ever ever write a song about a sibbie...' what i go through.
'if you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hold on'
'those who dance are considered insane by those who cant hear the music'
'i saw that and i was like, 'siby's my boy!''
'she said 'some people say the squirrels are cuter than the boys here' and i was like 'woah, squirrels rhymes w/ girls you ugly bitch!''
and after the guy went to pick up my tux i asked my dad 'can i go w/ a date to this dance? cmon dad, its prom...' 'no' 'damn' and he was all smug that he had shot me down, but deep inside i was like 'fu, i win, im goin to prom w/ beth campbell, bitch'
trouble with a reluctant date? try this fail safe line: nisi mecum concubueris, phobistae vicerint. (if you won`t sleep with me, the terrorists will have won.)
yeah, so i formally got kicked off of nhs. i got the letter and all. f-force told me the other day that somebody showed him that there were math solutions online. he said that he only had 3 ppl in that class and it was prolly me. yeah, i had math solutions online too but they were my own, not copied from anybody else or anything. i wont necessarily say that i didnt show those to anybody but still. this somebody should just die. just keel over and die. no, hit by a semi and die. i asked winkels if he knew anything bout me puttin up physics online and he said he didnt know. course i could ask nieto but id rather not talk to him than find out if it was him. egan said he was gonna send nhs a letter tellin them i was out and they shouldnt consider me for that scholarship anymore. one time i was walkin through ss and he said 'hi siby' (in his usual cheery voice, hence the name smilin tom), and was like 'did ya send that letter to them yet?' 'yes' 'can i have their address?' 'wait, why?' (he had that typical 'im confused' look on his face) 'well whoever went into my password-protected site and was showing teachers that stuff was doing it illegally and i wanted to explain that to the nhs people' 'well i advise you not to write that letter. you know what? i think you should stop playing lawyer and go look at yourself in the miror' 'umm...ok. so can i have that address?' 'NO!' i was gonna explain that i wanted to tell nhs that the whole thing was a mistake and there was nothing malicious about it. then i was thinkin 'y am i even botherin wasting my time talkin to this guy?' and i just blew him off and walked away. funny how that day in chem me and packey were makin up compounds and came up w/ 'BiPoLr'. how fitting. fenfen tries to sweep everything under the rug. stuff goes on here that nobody's heard about and the admin tries to keep it that way. as long as my parents didnt find out i was kicked off of nhs i was cool. what did i care if nhs gave me the shaft? woj saw me in the hallway that day and was like 'solidarity siby!' but then a couple days later i made a lil mistake. i was talkin online and my mom told me to get the mail and i was like 'gimme 30 secs, ill brb' so i run outside, grab the mail and put it on the kitchen table and run back to the comp. silly me, there was a letter in there from nhs which i coulda easily intercepted if i had just gone through the mail. i also left the kanye cd out and my parents saw it and were like 'is this what you're listening to now? warning explicit lyrics?' suave como mantequilla...
at the hall of fame induction ceremony ya know what i realized? besides the fact that just about all the ppl on it are white? the gospel was read by anne. haha. yeah, but what was it about? it was sumthin bout a master goin away and givin one guy 5 talents, another guy 2, and another 1. when he comes back he asks for his money and he gets 10 from the one guy, 4 from the next, but the last guy didnt give him any interest. he takes the one talent away from this guy then punishes him. course, ive heard the story a million times, but ya know what i thought when i heard it that day? damn jews. (my god, i know some jewish person's gonna get offended, i just know it)
ya know what the worst name ever is? jack mehoff. in the great words of woj, 'if i was jack mehoff, id kill myself.' i was talkin to vasquez, and he said that for jug one time he had to send out letters to pf's interested in sports. he find's letter addressed to 'jack mehoff' and he shows it to arellano and arellano starts crackin up. dolittle walks in and he shows it to her and she looks at it and is like, 'what?' and arellano's like 'his name's jack mehoff' 'so...' 'ya know, like, jack me-hoff' 'it's wrong to make fun of somebody like that. that is somebody's name and there is nothing wrong w/ it.' and arellano had to stop laughin. quite the funny situation.
pic of the day - gotta love solidarity; gotta love sweeney.
when i went down to wash u and i told ppl my name was siby, most of them were like, 'are you siby like from the homestar runner thing?' then they'd start singing, 'i would never ever ever ever ever write a song about a sibbie...' what i go through.
'if you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot and hold on'
'those who dance are considered insane by those who cant hear the music'
'i saw that and i was like, 'siby's my boy!''
'she said 'some people say the squirrels are cuter than the boys here' and i was like 'woah, squirrels rhymes w/ girls you ugly bitch!''
and after the guy went to pick up my tux i asked my dad 'can i go w/ a date to this dance? cmon dad, its prom...' 'no' 'damn' and he was all smug that he had shot me down, but deep inside i was like 'fu, i win, im goin to prom w/ beth campbell, bitch'
trouble with a reluctant date? try this fail safe line: nisi mecum concubueris, phobistae vicerint. (if you won`t sleep with me, the terrorists will have won.)
20.4.04
ok yeah, london was incredible. i have a list of quotes/inside jokes somewhere that i gotta find sometime. i gotta find em and put em in the official quote book. i have close to 500 pictures of pure fun. if i made a d3 dictionary, right next to fun would be 'spring break 2004, see london trip'. after i got home from london i had to go to wash u. i was really jetlagged so i fell asleep at the gate and ended up missing my flight. the lil celebrations weekend at wash u was from thursday to saturday so there wasnt really a point of me goin there anyways but still. fsome reason my host never met up w/ me and said he was busy till 10 that day so i just went to my sister's dorm and hung out w/ the guys who lived next door to her. great guys, every one of em. there was some big dance saturday night but i was kinda tired and i didnt know any of the pf's anyways so i just hung out. on sunday i had the choice of goin to the airport and eatin lunch there or havin lunch w/ the guys i just met and risk making my flight. of course, being me, i chose the latter and i did in fact miss my flight. i was put on standby for the next flight. actually, make that the next 4 flights. i had to sit in the airport for 5 hrs. but i think it was worth it. this only begins to describe how awesome those guys were.
tday 2nd period i went down to study hall instead of chem bc i thought it was a monday instead of a tuesday. i was hoping to go to the library bc the whole left section of the balcony was practically empty. there were too many 'escape notes' (god i hate that man. good thing hes not comin back next year) and i didnt get to go anyways. so i wasted 45 mins playing w/ globs of glue. i enjoyed myself. after 2nd period i went up to chem to find everybody was already there and that farran had done a lil rant about 'someone' who was taking pics of his sheets. i didnt really get the details if it was hw sheets or work sheets or if he thought i had put pics of them online or if he thought i might. he didnt bother confronting me about it 3rd period though. nice of him to rant about it behind my back but not even talk to me bout it. if i was there 2nd period when he was goin off about it i woulda spoke up and defended me case. ive never put his stuff online and i used to take the pics of hw to go over at home but i was usually too lazy to bother doin that either. for all i care he can bite me. (get some! - gotta love london inside jokes) and he never sent word that i came to 3rd period so in physics i was called down to student services and my parents were there bc the school thought i had ditched periods 2-3. i understand their concern, but what a hassle. in physics mrs v said sumthin bout somebody puttin answers online or sumthin like that and right then i told her that i never did any such thing bc i knew she was talkin bout me. i asked if she had seen it on my site or sumthin and shes like 'no, i couldnt get into your site, i didnt know the password.' funky. she said she didnt wanna talk bout it then and so i said id talk to her bout it after class bc i really wanted to know what was goin on. after class she told me she had seen her solution packet online, about 15 pages of it w/ her name on the first page. whaaaat? (supposed to be said in a lil jon fashion... yeah! ok!) i asked her who showed her this and all i could get outta her was that it was a teacher that had showed her. coulda been farran but i doubt he's that electronically-proficient to find sumthin like that online. coulda been nieto. no, couldnt have been nieto bc she said it was a teacher. and nieto's def not a teacher. who even knows what he is. i left physics dazed and confused just hopin everything blew over. but in english i got called down to terryo's who brought me into smilin tom's. together they interrogated me. see, this kinda thing always happens to me and im gettin really sick of it. im brought into the interrogation room, im asked what i know/did. i say what i did and they bust my for what i say w/o ever giving answers to how they found out or who told or anything. sucks bawls. i said i took pics of it. that was bad enough. according to some ap rule its illegal to xerox or photograph that stuff but it is ok to copy it down by hand. whaaaat? so egan kicked me off of nhs which i can handle but i was one of the 2 ppl nominated from fenfen for a ginormous scholarship that he's gonna withdraw my name from. this really pissed me off. for a total of 10 mins. knowing my luck w/ colleges and the like, the probability that id get that scholarship is slim to none and nhs has never helped anybody out anyways. terryo hinted the ap gods were mad at me and sumthin how i was lucky the ap physics q's i copied were released. its not like my situation is any easier even though they were released though. if worst comes to worst i may not be able to take my ap's. but then lookin at it from the apathetic point of view (which i have found is just about always the best way to go about things. the apathy route got me through a couple messy situations in london) the college i end up goin to prolly wont accept anything besides a 5 which is unlikely. if worst comes to worstest fenfen might not be able to administer ap's anymore. what then? big bird might freak out and then all the kids who had to take ap's would get to miss the day of school bc they'd have to go to some other school. oh well. terryo said that it was a disciplinary offence so i would be called down tmrw to find out my punishment. what's the worst they can do? jug me? slap a few demerits to my name? do your worst fenfen.
'this school is for cockfosters...'
malibu rum is a great pick-me-up.
thank you chrissy for helping me see the right side of things. you are the coolest girl i know. ever.
song of the moment: hide u
random thought: ever been totally crazy bout somebody? then after a while that craziness just sorta fizzled and died? funny isnt it?
tday 2nd period i went down to study hall instead of chem bc i thought it was a monday instead of a tuesday. i was hoping to go to the library bc the whole left section of the balcony was practically empty. there were too many 'escape notes' (god i hate that man. good thing hes not comin back next year) and i didnt get to go anyways. so i wasted 45 mins playing w/ globs of glue. i enjoyed myself. after 2nd period i went up to chem to find everybody was already there and that farran had done a lil rant about 'someone' who was taking pics of his sheets. i didnt really get the details if it was hw sheets or work sheets or if he thought i had put pics of them online or if he thought i might. he didnt bother confronting me about it 3rd period though. nice of him to rant about it behind my back but not even talk to me bout it. if i was there 2nd period when he was goin off about it i woulda spoke up and defended me case. ive never put his stuff online and i used to take the pics of hw to go over at home but i was usually too lazy to bother doin that either. for all i care he can bite me. (get some! - gotta love london inside jokes) and he never sent word that i came to 3rd period so in physics i was called down to student services and my parents were there bc the school thought i had ditched periods 2-3. i understand their concern, but what a hassle. in physics mrs v said sumthin bout somebody puttin answers online or sumthin like that and right then i told her that i never did any such thing bc i knew she was talkin bout me. i asked if she had seen it on my site or sumthin and shes like 'no, i couldnt get into your site, i didnt know the password.' funky. she said she didnt wanna talk bout it then and so i said id talk to her bout it after class bc i really wanted to know what was goin on. after class she told me she had seen her solution packet online, about 15 pages of it w/ her name on the first page. whaaaat? (supposed to be said in a lil jon fashion... yeah! ok!) i asked her who showed her this and all i could get outta her was that it was a teacher that had showed her. coulda been farran but i doubt he's that electronically-proficient to find sumthin like that online. coulda been nieto. no, couldnt have been nieto bc she said it was a teacher. and nieto's def not a teacher. who even knows what he is. i left physics dazed and confused just hopin everything blew over. but in english i got called down to terryo's who brought me into smilin tom's. together they interrogated me. see, this kinda thing always happens to me and im gettin really sick of it. im brought into the interrogation room, im asked what i know/did. i say what i did and they bust my for what i say w/o ever giving answers to how they found out or who told or anything. sucks bawls. i said i took pics of it. that was bad enough. according to some ap rule its illegal to xerox or photograph that stuff but it is ok to copy it down by hand. whaaaat? so egan kicked me off of nhs which i can handle but i was one of the 2 ppl nominated from fenfen for a ginormous scholarship that he's gonna withdraw my name from. this really pissed me off. for a total of 10 mins. knowing my luck w/ colleges and the like, the probability that id get that scholarship is slim to none and nhs has never helped anybody out anyways. terryo hinted the ap gods were mad at me and sumthin how i was lucky the ap physics q's i copied were released. its not like my situation is any easier even though they were released though. if worst comes to worst i may not be able to take my ap's. but then lookin at it from the apathetic point of view (which i have found is just about always the best way to go about things. the apathy route got me through a couple messy situations in london) the college i end up goin to prolly wont accept anything besides a 5 which is unlikely. if worst comes to worstest fenfen might not be able to administer ap's anymore. what then? big bird might freak out and then all the kids who had to take ap's would get to miss the day of school bc they'd have to go to some other school. oh well. terryo said that it was a disciplinary offence so i would be called down tmrw to find out my punishment. what's the worst they can do? jug me? slap a few demerits to my name? do your worst fenfen.
'this school is for cockfosters...'
malibu rum is a great pick-me-up.
thank you chrissy for helping me see the right side of things. you are the coolest girl i know. ever.
song of the moment: hide u
random thought: ever been totally crazy bout somebody? then after a while that craziness just sorta fizzled and died? funny isnt it?
16.4.04
im back. my roomies rock. TONS of pictures which i doubt ill publish due to various circumstances... question, if there's a pic of person a w/ a beer in london, can fenfen bust them for it? i mean, in london, it's legal. i had two 'orgasms' while i there. i hope i dont hafta wait till im 21 to get my next one. at times i was totally happy and at others i was totally bummed but overall, this past week has been the best experience of my high school career. make that ever. action.
quote off the top of my head: 'i just had the coolest 2 second dream ever...'
quote off the top of my head: 'i just had the coolest 2 second dream ever...'
7.4.04
ya know, i was just thinkin the other day. im really damn lucky. mk, my parents are kinda a drag, but just lookin at recently: im goin to prom w/ one of the coolest girls in the school, im goin to london TODAY, i have a slew of awesome friends, even if i dont get into northweezy and end up goin to wash u im still gonna have a hella good time. too raw. if ya didnt know, im super psyched. have a kick ass spring break. and listen to 'last call' off the new outkast album when ya get a chance. it's my own personal 'song of spring break'. catch yall in 10 days. zip it up and zip it out.
2.4.04
so its been an interesting week. some ups, some downs. colleges. yeah. accepted at u of i, uic, and wash u. waitlisted at northwestern. denied from harvard, columbia, and u of c. columbia and u of c, i can handle; northwestern, thats more of a bummer. i gotta send a letter to the northwestern ppl basically begging them to lemme in tellin them w/e things ive accomplished since thanksgiving. ill try my hand at that. if i dont get into northwestern i reallly wanna go to u of i but my parents said there's no way they're lettin me go there over wash u. did anybody else from fenfen get into wash u? just about everybody i talked to got waitlisted. sup w/ that? we'll see what happens. prom. yeah. let's just say i had to resort to a rather crappy plan c due to the circumstances. screw you jones; screw you jewel. she said yes which is just jawesome and some ppl are like, 'y do ya even care how ya asked her if she said yes?' but see, thats not the point. for prom ya gotta ask in an interesting/creative way which i was plannin on. i was kickin myself for the entire day. crap, crap, crap. i used to get my cheering up from fr joe every day and recently i got a new way of gettin cheered up in western civ. get maietta to talk about something non-western civ related. something like the doppler effect, asymptotes of a parabola, childbirth, or pneumonia. just ask him a question about any science basically and he'll try his best to explain it. its good stuff. at present im gettin really psyched for london. see at first there's the feeling that its still a hundred days away even though its only 10. when it actually hits that im going overseas to london for 10 whole days w/ some of the coolest ppl i know. wow. can you dig it? i sure cant. if ya want me to send ya a postcard, gimme your name/addy and ill send ya sumthin nice. we're tryna find some way to get child support papers somehow... this is so gonna be one of the bestest times of my life. zip it up, and zip it out. 4 days.
song of the moment - we're not gonna take it
'for 5 dollars, ill do anything'
'I'd call buttsex borderline kinky'
'i wouldnt be surprised if you have aids'
'you make me feel like 98 million dollars'
'i didnt get my siby fix today, makes for a shitty day'
'id rather have my son be a dominatrix than a photographer'
'that, my friends, is what i class-a rebound' 'he plays basketball?'
'yeah you could do that. Or you could just throw a bomb in the tech office'
'oh, i was just gonna yell at ya for backing up into me, but then i realized, i liked it'
'my wife's been telling me for 33 years that i finish quick, so i think you guys should finish strong'
'i think all of the people who have fucked rachel will vote for her; so thats like 99% of guys and 19% of girls'
'haha, you wont be able to drink in london, will you? you wont be 18 by then' 'well, right now, you're not 21 and it doesnt seem to be stoppin you any'
'the 1st night you're at college, you're gonna get drunk, pass out, and you're gonna get gangbanged' 'i know, thats what im worried about'
site of the day: its official; being a slut can be held against you.
totally random thoughts:
derbisol is a helluva drug
maroon nailpolish is a turn on
lil kids make me smile
i love my cousin jeffrey
maggie cahill is an awesome person
a certain old person at school is always cranky. y?
i hate cramps
Jack Mehoff is the worst name a person could possibly have (he's a prospective frosh c/o 08)
random site
song of the moment - we're not gonna take it
'for 5 dollars, ill do anything'
'I'd call buttsex borderline kinky'
'i wouldnt be surprised if you have aids'
'you make me feel like 98 million dollars'
'i didnt get my siby fix today, makes for a shitty day'
'id rather have my son be a dominatrix than a photographer'
'that, my friends, is what i class-a rebound' 'he plays basketball?'
'yeah you could do that. Or you could just throw a bomb in the tech office'
'oh, i was just gonna yell at ya for backing up into me, but then i realized, i liked it'
'my wife's been telling me for 33 years that i finish quick, so i think you guys should finish strong'
'i think all of the people who have fucked rachel will vote for her; so thats like 99% of guys and 19% of girls'
'haha, you wont be able to drink in london, will you? you wont be 18 by then' 'well, right now, you're not 21 and it doesnt seem to be stoppin you any'
'the 1st night you're at college, you're gonna get drunk, pass out, and you're gonna get gangbanged' 'i know, thats what im worried about'
site of the day: its official; being a slut can be held against you.
totally random thoughts:
derbisol is a helluva drug
maroon nailpolish is a turn on
lil kids make me smile
i love my cousin jeffrey
maggie cahill is an awesome person
a certain old person at school is always cranky. y?
i hate cramps
Jack Mehoff is the worst name a person could possibly have (he's a prospective frosh c/o 08)
random site
