25.5.04
what is up? it's officially summer. yesterday i took my last final. of course, that final consisted of going out to eat at ale house w/ a bunch of other guys, but still. im officially done. i just gotta manage to walk across that stage. i went to school yest to give borsch a grade report form. it said to put any extra comments on the back. i had to be sure to get it to borsch or else smilin tom would manage to put some nhs crap on the back of it. yeah, he saw me in student services as i was sporting my lucky irish shirt and was like 'why arent you in dress code!' and i just smiled and said 'im not here for a final. im done.' and left. felt damn good. yeah, i feel great. my dad was tellin me that i should take more than one course over the summer and i turned it down in seconds. im gonna fully enjoy this summer. just thinking of the past week. ive gone to bed as late as 5, woken up as late as 12.30. i havent done anything profitable at all. my parents are pissed that im so lazy but they cant really do anything about it. total bliss. last week after a lil get together at my place i had to put massive amounts of garbage out. typically i turn on the car radio in the garage while i do it to pass the time when there's alot. and 'na na hey hey' started playin and i just started dancing. on the driveway. in the rain. 'dance like nobody's watchin' took on a whole new meaning. i found out fogel's takin a class at uic over the summer. very cool. and on behalf of fogel, he may seem like an ass at school, but if ya really get to know him, hes a great kid. 'i am so glad both of you came on this trip bc if i was rooming w/ anyone else id kill myself. actually if i was rooming w/ guys who said 'you cant smoke' id smoke, then kill them' mhm, great kid. this summer should prove interesting.
the other day some of my 2nd cousin came over and his wife mentioned that her brother wasnt married. and my grandpa asks how old he is. i knew immediately what was on his mind. a little while later he says that he knows this guy who has two girls that are single. then there's a debate of whether the guy's family should call the girl's or vice versa or if an outsider should call both. my parents have arranged a good amount of hook ups and i realized that my parents had hooked up my 2nd cousin too. kinda weird. i saw dr b in the hallway and was tellin him about how i got into northwestern and how i was really happy i didnt hafta take my finals and he's like 'oh, on a different topic, do you really have an arranged marriage?' nice transition.
nwu sent me a survey askin me all this stuff and their last q was 'what was the most important factor that made you chose us?' simple. my sister doesnt go there. my parents begged me to go to wash u. after i went down for a college visit there i really liked the guys across the hall from my sister and for a second i kinda felt bad that i had binded myself to nwu if they took me off their wait list. but now im thankin god i stuck to my guns in goin to nwu. i ask my sister to pick up a book from the library for me: 'i dont really like that author. im not getting it.' she found a cd lyin around and i told her it was mine and she was like 'i just wanna see whats on it' aka 'i wanna see if you got any songs on here that can get you busted'. she told my parents i stay up really late which is the reason i never get up before 11am and now they made this stupid rule that i cant watch tv or be on the computer after 11pm. just look at the time on this post. its not like they can stop me but still, its annoying. most of my relatives still think im goin to wash u and when i tell em im not goin there they're all like 'ohhh, you're gonna miss your sister and your parents now!' and i just smile and nod. suuuuure i will. 'god, i cant wait to be a gas'. dammit! i just realized i missed the inferno show on mtv last night. crap. moy, you've got me hooked...
buncha links:
this is 'the worst joke ever'. ever. trust me. courtesy of cartman.
the original, crimson room, was pretty stupid, but this new one has potential.
for the frenchman
do britney's songs have subliminal messages?
song of the moment - now you're a man
random thought: it's great to be out.
'i dont give a damn. he could give a million dollars to charity or help every single person of our class and id still hate him'
what went through my head just now: 'not everybody celebrates w/ cigars...i dont...nah, i dont do anything, that doesnt count...who's a good example of somebody that wouldnt celebrate w/ cigars...dolittle...how funny would it be to see her w/ a cigar between her teeth tiltin back on her chair and bein like 'thank god ap's are over!''
the other day some of my 2nd cousin came over and his wife mentioned that her brother wasnt married. and my grandpa asks how old he is. i knew immediately what was on his mind. a little while later he says that he knows this guy who has two girls that are single. then there's a debate of whether the guy's family should call the girl's or vice versa or if an outsider should call both. my parents have arranged a good amount of hook ups and i realized that my parents had hooked up my 2nd cousin too. kinda weird. i saw dr b in the hallway and was tellin him about how i got into northwestern and how i was really happy i didnt hafta take my finals and he's like 'oh, on a different topic, do you really have an arranged marriage?' nice transition.
nwu sent me a survey askin me all this stuff and their last q was 'what was the most important factor that made you chose us?' simple. my sister doesnt go there. my parents begged me to go to wash u. after i went down for a college visit there i really liked the guys across the hall from my sister and for a second i kinda felt bad that i had binded myself to nwu if they took me off their wait list. but now im thankin god i stuck to my guns in goin to nwu. i ask my sister to pick up a book from the library for me: 'i dont really like that author. im not getting it.' she found a cd lyin around and i told her it was mine and she was like 'i just wanna see whats on it' aka 'i wanna see if you got any songs on here that can get you busted'. she told my parents i stay up really late which is the reason i never get up before 11am and now they made this stupid rule that i cant watch tv or be on the computer after 11pm. just look at the time on this post. its not like they can stop me but still, its annoying. most of my relatives still think im goin to wash u and when i tell em im not goin there they're all like 'ohhh, you're gonna miss your sister and your parents now!' and i just smile and nod. suuuuure i will. 'god, i cant wait to be a gas'. dammit! i just realized i missed the inferno show on mtv last night. crap. moy, you've got me hooked...
buncha links:
this is 'the worst joke ever'. ever. trust me. courtesy of cartman.
the original, crimson room, was pretty stupid, but this new one has potential.
for the frenchman
do britney's songs have subliminal messages?
song of the moment - now you're a man
random thought: it's great to be out.
'i dont give a damn. he could give a million dollars to charity or help every single person of our class and id still hate him'
what went through my head just now: 'not everybody celebrates w/ cigars...i dont...nah, i dont do anything, that doesnt count...who's a good example of somebody that wouldnt celebrate w/ cigars...dolittle...how funny would it be to see her w/ a cigar between her teeth tiltin back on her chair and bein like 'thank god ap's are over!''
17.5.04
what up? honors convo was pretty unbearable for 2 hrs but hey, only one more day left. can you dig it? one more day. just let it sink in... last week fforce just didnt show up to class for 2 days in a row so me and damian created a lil scavenger hunt type deal. first we had a sheet under the 1st place trophy sayin to look at the sept 6th (my bday) page in the calendar. on that it said to look inside the desk in the back. then to look at the horse picture on the wall ('everybody's getting a horse picture...'). then to the pic of fforce at obriens. then to inside of the overhead in the corner of the room. then to under the virgin mary tarp outside on the stairwell. then to behind one of the plaques. then inside the fforce-green frame. then on the tv. then back to the trophy. i knew that w/ fforce being the curious type as he is, he wouldnt stop till hed finished it. it wasted a good 10 minutes.
there was a closing. i gotta say, didnt do it for me like usual but oh well. however it did offer me a chance to chill w/ nowo. we were lookin through london/prom pics and her mom came over. i thought it was gonna get weird but mrs nowo is a very cool mom, i hafta say. i also found out that nowo had told her mom about the 'apathy and optimism' motto. then we had an interesting conversation on relationships in general. not a convo id think to have w/ a mom but it happened. mhm, then water polo kickin butt on saturday. that was honestly one of the loudest fenfen events ive ever been to. call it w/e ya want: beautiful, both, two, all, double whammy, yukon. fuck yeah. yeah we get a day off but just think about it. guys and girls in the same year. damn. then kief, elsey, rooney, and i went to denny's at around 11.30. oh yeah, i got into northwestern last week. 'hi, this is kevin. we have moved to the waitlist this year and i was wondering whether you were still interested in coming to northwestern...' very pumped. ive talked to a couple ppl there and im hopin to have a lil college visit sometime this summer. im also hopin to have a lil road trip to u of i but we'll see what happens w/ that.
'im wonderin whichd bring more JOY~! a)kairos leader or b)columbia' 'hopefully, we'll both get to look back on a and b in hindsight, and then we'll see, yeah?' hmmm, i def didnt do either of those. have i missed much? nahh. funny how after everything ends ya look back and it really doesnt matter. at all. ive been through a lotta shit over the past 4 yrs. more this year than the other 3 combined. every single thing thats pissed me off, now i dont give a damn. anything. kairos, school screwin me over, teachers, havin to go to class, parents, my sister, women, prom stuff. i dont care. im graduating (im pretty sure). i got a grad party on the 30th. im goin to nwu next fall. im gonna have a kick ass summer. im kinda bummed we only get yearbooks at the end of tmrw though. i doubt any of my quotes/insights'll get into it. most of mine were kinda cynical, the usual. 'what do you like most about the class of 2004?' 'the unity. wow. just about everyone's white'. i really wanna get my hands on one of those. also, w/ this video yearbook stuff. 'hungry, why wait? grab a video yearbook!' what!? i kinda wanna see it but i dont wanna buy it. i debated just buying one and making bout 50 copies and leaving them on a table w/ a sign saying, 'hungry, why wait? grab your FREE, BOOTLEG videoyearbook right here!' i doubt they have copyrights on it. but then again i didnt think nieto would check my website when i put that lil password hint on it...
quotes
'irresponsible ppl have little joneses'
'it's stuck in there!' 'maybe you should use your jones'
'the girl gets mad at you and says 'oh wait a minute, what a minute! just bc i am dressed this way does not make me a whore' which is true. gentlemen that is true. just bc they dress a certain way doesnt mean they are a certain way, dont ever forget it, but ladies you must understand that that is fuckin confusing. now that would be like me, dave chapelle, the comedian walkin around the streets in a cop uniform. somebody might run up on me. 'oh thank god! officer, help us, come on, they're over here. help us!' 'oh, just bc i am dressed this way does not make me a police officer' you understand what im sayin? all right ladies, fine fine, you are not a whore. but you are wearin a whore's uniform...'
song of the moment: scotty doesn't know
random thought: ya know what pisses me off? when a joke is milked WAYY too much.
when yalls off in college, say no to the derb.
the frenchman:
'I'd call buttsex borderline kinky'
'besides, hot chicks are usually lacking in the sense of humor department'
'it's kinda funny how that works. i want a girl who isn't slutty at all, but one that'll become slutty with me'
'you keeping the same sn in college bc in between blowing things up and banging slutty girls i want something to do'
'if she thought we were serious she'd be devastated. Imagine thinking that someone like me liked you and then finding out that it was a joke'
'she's not the kind of girl to give it up after only two weeks. maybe if she were going out with me, but for you? I'd give it 2 years...it's funny that it's a joke that we have, but we're also kinda not joking. she is hot even if she is only a sophomore'
there was a closing. i gotta say, didnt do it for me like usual but oh well. however it did offer me a chance to chill w/ nowo. we were lookin through london/prom pics and her mom came over. i thought it was gonna get weird but mrs nowo is a very cool mom, i hafta say. i also found out that nowo had told her mom about the 'apathy and optimism' motto. then we had an interesting conversation on relationships in general. not a convo id think to have w/ a mom but it happened. mhm, then water polo kickin butt on saturday. that was honestly one of the loudest fenfen events ive ever been to. call it w/e ya want: beautiful, both, two, all, double whammy, yukon. fuck yeah. yeah we get a day off but just think about it. guys and girls in the same year. damn. then kief, elsey, rooney, and i went to denny's at around 11.30. oh yeah, i got into northwestern last week. 'hi, this is kevin. we have moved to the waitlist this year and i was wondering whether you were still interested in coming to northwestern...' very pumped. ive talked to a couple ppl there and im hopin to have a lil college visit sometime this summer. im also hopin to have a lil road trip to u of i but we'll see what happens w/ that.
'im wonderin whichd bring more JOY~! a)kairos leader or b)columbia' 'hopefully, we'll both get to look back on a and b in hindsight, and then we'll see, yeah?' hmmm, i def didnt do either of those. have i missed much? nahh. funny how after everything ends ya look back and it really doesnt matter. at all. ive been through a lotta shit over the past 4 yrs. more this year than the other 3 combined. every single thing thats pissed me off, now i dont give a damn. anything. kairos, school screwin me over, teachers, havin to go to class, parents, my sister, women, prom stuff. i dont care. im graduating (im pretty sure). i got a grad party on the 30th. im goin to nwu next fall. im gonna have a kick ass summer. im kinda bummed we only get yearbooks at the end of tmrw though. i doubt any of my quotes/insights'll get into it. most of mine were kinda cynical, the usual. 'what do you like most about the class of 2004?' 'the unity. wow. just about everyone's white'. i really wanna get my hands on one of those. also, w/ this video yearbook stuff. 'hungry, why wait? grab a video yearbook!' what!? i kinda wanna see it but i dont wanna buy it. i debated just buying one and making bout 50 copies and leaving them on a table w/ a sign saying, 'hungry, why wait? grab your FREE, BOOTLEG videoyearbook right here!' i doubt they have copyrights on it. but then again i didnt think nieto would check my website when i put that lil password hint on it...
quotes
'irresponsible ppl have little joneses'
'it's stuck in there!' 'maybe you should use your jones'
'the girl gets mad at you and says 'oh wait a minute, what a minute! just bc i am dressed this way does not make me a whore' which is true. gentlemen that is true. just bc they dress a certain way doesnt mean they are a certain way, dont ever forget it, but ladies you must understand that that is fuckin confusing. now that would be like me, dave chapelle, the comedian walkin around the streets in a cop uniform. somebody might run up on me. 'oh thank god! officer, help us, come on, they're over here. help us!' 'oh, just bc i am dressed this way does not make me a police officer' you understand what im sayin? all right ladies, fine fine, you are not a whore. but you are wearin a whore's uniform...'
song of the moment: scotty doesn't know
random thought: ya know what pisses me off? when a joke is milked WAYY too much.
when yalls off in college, say no to the derb.
the frenchman:
'I'd call buttsex borderline kinky'
'besides, hot chicks are usually lacking in the sense of humor department'
'it's kinda funny how that works. i want a girl who isn't slutty at all, but one that'll become slutty with me'
'you keeping the same sn in college bc in between blowing things up and banging slutty girls i want something to do'
'if she thought we were serious she'd be devastated. Imagine thinking that someone like me liked you and then finding out that it was a joke'
'she's not the kind of girl to give it up after only two weeks. maybe if she were going out with me, but for you? I'd give it 2 years...it's funny that it's a joke that we have, but we're also kinda not joking. she is hot even if she is only a sophomore'
11.5.04
what all has happened since ive last posted? hmmm. well math team was saturday b4 last. nobody really cared bc we knew we wouldnt get an extra day off bc fenfen conveniently made the assembly the monday after. the frenchman and i were debatin whether durin our relay we should just get a zero and piss fforce off or just throw our calculators down in the middle and leave. when both of us and damian went out for lunch we put bets on how low we'd place. i was surprised we even won 2nd. i met a couple ppl that i hadnt seen in a while including otto and lakshmi which was interesting to say the least. sunday b4 last my cousins came over and for a couple hrs we had a bit of a soccer turn powerball combo. very fun. and that day i found out that about half of my church is related to me. then the ap's began. i didnt really care what i got bc i was under the impression id only get credit w/ 5s but 4s'll do just fine i found out tday. my new motto/catchphrase is 'apathy and optimism will get you far.' write that one down. it got me through ap's. i was the only one takin the psych ap tday. i took it over the summer and kinda lost my notes from it. no sweat. i found out yesterday there was an essay. i did fine. at least thats what id like to think. apathy and optimism...
yeah, prom was last friday too.
cookie: $10
bid: $80
tux: $200
limo: $110
corsage: $10
going to prom w/ a date unbeknownst to your parents: priceless
course i could go on and on about how my group was THE best group and how my date was THE best date (which she was btw) but imma refrain, bc its just me, but goin on like that is gay. no, i didnt go out after the dance and knowing that i kinda pregamed before. not before the dance. during. it was fun. some pictures i have from it i honestly cant remember but thats not necessarily a bad thing. i was debatin what to do for mothers day and was gonna go out and get flowers but just decided to write a letter. it was basically a list of grievances and how i thought they were all gay. but i ended it by sayin i knew they were all there for prolly dumb reasons but all stemming from the fact that my mom does want the best for me. i ended w/ the kite poem from the mother/senior brunch. worked like a charm.
my pimp name is golden brown siby love. how fitting. whats yours?
random thought: taking the petals off a rose one by one is one of the most relaxing things you can do. try it.
quotes:
'thank you, tits'
'your friends are retarded'
'i think i cut out the old guy'
'kev's gonna put his dinghy in the dock at prom'
'can i get a picture of you guys? you all look so cute tnight'
'ya know whats the best way to get into a girl's pants? country music'
'i, i, i dont think your lungs can hit this...so i'm gonna inhale and blow it down your throat'
'i was looking at the fenwick website the other day' 'speaking of living in the past...'
'i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one' 'that's bc you have an arranged marriage, siby'
'i really dont get that, for a while everybody had it in their away messages and stuff: ps - larsen is french'
'its called the adminitration. you're having sex, and you suddenly morph into the administration. hola chicas...'
'this place was crazy, on the wall are all these movies playin. first is guy on guy. then girl on girl. then guy on girl. then girl on horse'
yeah, prom was last friday too.
cookie: $10
bid: $80
tux: $200
limo: $110
corsage: $10
going to prom w/ a date unbeknownst to your parents: priceless
course i could go on and on about how my group was THE best group and how my date was THE best date (which she was btw) but imma refrain, bc its just me, but goin on like that is gay. no, i didnt go out after the dance and knowing that i kinda pregamed before. not before the dance. during. it was fun. some pictures i have from it i honestly cant remember but thats not necessarily a bad thing. i was debatin what to do for mothers day and was gonna go out and get flowers but just decided to write a letter. it was basically a list of grievances and how i thought they were all gay. but i ended it by sayin i knew they were all there for prolly dumb reasons but all stemming from the fact that my mom does want the best for me. i ended w/ the kite poem from the mother/senior brunch. worked like a charm.
my pimp name is golden brown siby love. how fitting. whats yours?
random thought: taking the petals off a rose one by one is one of the most relaxing things you can do. try it.
quotes:
'thank you, tits'
'your friends are retarded'
'i think i cut out the old guy'
'kev's gonna put his dinghy in the dock at prom'
'can i get a picture of you guys? you all look so cute tnight'
'ya know whats the best way to get into a girl's pants? country music'
'i, i, i dont think your lungs can hit this...so i'm gonna inhale and blow it down your throat'
'i was looking at the fenwick website the other day' 'speaking of living in the past...'
'i got 99 problems but a bitch aint one' 'that's bc you have an arranged marriage, siby'
'i really dont get that, for a while everybody had it in their away messages and stuff: ps - larsen is french'
'its called the adminitration. you're having sex, and you suddenly morph into the administration. hola chicas...'
'this place was crazy, on the wall are all these movies playin. first is guy on guy. then girl on girl. then guy on girl. then girl on horse'
