<$BlogRSDUrl$>

25.3.05

yeah, (kinda as an addendum to the last post) turns out i missed that soc final the next day. it was around 7.30 and i decided id take a nap for an hour and wake up at 8.30 and head over to kellog by 9 for the final. that didnt exactly happen. i ended up waking up around 11.15. i ran outside bobb and saw rishi (lalljob) and he said it was really easy but it was in fact over. i ran inside and emailed the prof and a TA and then called em both up. the TA didnt pick up but somebody in the prof's office picked up. i told her i was really sorry but i had basically slept through the final. i thought about how pathetic i sounded. she told me i was a total dumbass and that you cant pull shit like this in college. i told her that i had studied the night before and that i was completely ready, just that i overslept. pause.

'so what do you want me to do?'
'umm, can i take it right now or something??'
'no'

i begged like a hopeless fool then she asked me if i was part of the football team. i said no and she asked if i knew anybody on the football team. i told her i know 2 football players who live next door to me in the only triple in bobb (that i hope to live in next yr). she said that if i could get her tickets to the football game she'd let me take the final next quarter and that it would go on my transcript for now as incomplete but then it would be factored in next quarter and id get my final grade. i was worried my parents'd start asking q's about why i had an incomplete on my transcript so i asked her if there was any way i could take it in the next hour or two because i was leaving for break that afternoon. she told me to hold on a sec and talked to a TA nearby and then told me that the TA was willing to meet me at the soc department office and proctor the final for me. all i had to do was get the tickets for the football game for them. i asked what football game they were talking about bc the season's obviously over. she asked what year i was and when i told her i was a frosh she said that shed keep track of me and was expecting 4 tickets next year for a game, one for her and each of the 3 TA's. i said it wouldnt be a problem and asked if there was anything else they wanted. she asked me if i could get them into a football party. i asked which bc i assumed there'd be a couple throughout the year and she asked the TA and then told me i didnt have to get them into a party. just get them the tickets. i was joking around w/ my prof around the end of the convo bc she's pretty chill like that. but basically i took the final later on that day and got a 45/50 and an A- in the class. very very lucky me.

i was supposed to have all 4 of my wisdom teeth taken out tday but something happend and i showed up late and it didnt happen. ill prolly hafta get that done over the summer right before summer school starts. at least i can enjoy the rest of spring break w/o being in severe pain. last quarter was good. lotsa interesting stuff's happened. through highschool id look back over a whole year and it'd pretty much all be a blur. i now write what i do every day in my planner - or as much as i can remember. looking through it i see a weekend spent at aarti's house where i blacked out at hit on her younger sister. there's one day that just says "strong call". about half the days are littered w/ a combination of lodge's, parag/ajul/osman's, and pmoon's. and many of the days have something edc related on it. at the beginning of the quarter i was a lodge pledge but then my parents wouldnt have it. i thought it was something with the boozing but they said i didnt have time for it and i should raise my gpa first. i was told i couldnt be a part of gone greek night and that was one of the low points of my quarter, realizing that i wouldnt be part of the the brotherhood that was a fraternity. it was around 7 so i just went back to my room and crashed. about and hour later parag called me and asked if i wanted to party. i went over to his place and both of us pregamed and played this song bailando over and over and danced. we then went out someplace and i had one of the best times of my life. just that i dont really remember what we did. so im not part of a frat at present but it's pretty chill because i can hang out w/ guys from any of the houses.

brown sugar's doing pretty well actually. we sang 2 songs in the sasa show which were pretty good. we then had a tsunami relief show that had a pretty poor turnout but we sounded really good. the emcee's of the sasa show had a sic video and apparently people all over the US know about it now and whole message boards are up about them. craziness. there was one night i spent w/ the three of them at ajul's place. we all had come back from the KEG that night and were just talking about god only knows what. 7&7 was the drink of the night and then himal and i started beatboxing and rakesh and ajul started freestyling about a couple girls they met at the KEG that night. i havent laughed like that in a long time.

on ash wednesday i was persuaded to go to the sheil catholic center on campus for a service. while sitting in the auditorium not paying attention to anything going on really i started thinking about what id give up for lent. somehow i decided to give up booze for lent. what a bad, bad decision. that night there was open bar at pmoon for somebody's bday. i cant even count how many times this past quarter ive been out without drinking. i had a conversation w/ somebody about why i drink. it's a social business. im not an alcoholic (unlike some ppl...) because when i go home i dont feel urges to grab the bottle when my parents hassle me about something dumb. people this past quarter have asked me multiple times if i want a drink but it's not that im pressured to. there's def no peer pressure involved. i held out through the whole quarter but was debating about getting trashed on the thursday of finals week. yes, the night before my soc final. i was about to but then suraj mentioned it'd pretty much be a waste of not drinking for pretty much the whole quarter. and also if i went back on something i said, my word from then on wouldn't count for shit. however i found out that lent doesnt 'count' on sundays. if you count the days btwn ash wednesday and easter it's over 40 days. it's only 40 if you subtract the sundays. faizan actually emailed a friend bc he didnt believe me and and his friend said that people who break lent on sundays are 'weak' christians. however im pretty sure it's safe/healthy if you're gonna stop something that's addicting like smoking it's actually bad to stop cold turkey because your body could go through withdrawl symptoms. and it wasnt like i was dying to drink every sunday that came around. if nothing was going on i just chilled in bobb. i only drank on 2 of the sundays through lent. i cant even believe i pulled it off. i can't wait for this monday. oh god oh god.

song of now: this year's love
word(s) of the day: yankasaurus, strong
thought of the day: whenever you see a beautiful woman, just remeber that somewhere there is a guy who is bored of sleeping with her

one of the most messed up videos i've ever seen. besides the daniel pearl beheading video that is.

interesting voicemail messages:
'yo sibsterino-man it's anil. i just got back from biology with charu gupta and she said she was with you drinking heavily over teh weekend.and i didnt know you were so popular and i didnt know you sang either - how come you never gave us a couple bars in diffeq?'
'siby, you're a fag, pick up your goddamn phone. you're gay. lodge sucks. you like lodge's cock. goodbye'
'oh god, call me back...'
'dota dota dota dota gobaligidota! gobaligidota! how ya livin biggie smalls? in mansions and heavens, livin up the... gobaligidota! my nigga done shot me in the head...'


quotes:
'it's monday night. i have to go out. i can only do myself this justice'
'and he just kept on repeating it over and over 'it's on dogg, it's on' and im like stop sayin that fool and he wouldnt stop 'it's on, it's on''
'do you just not like her? or do you not like her as a person?'
'magnificent!'
'and i was talking to that one girl, summer...' 'wait, the one with the boxface that looks like a man?'
'you dont know how awkward it is to hook up w/ a girl when you have a cast on'
'this girl is THE definition of average. look up average in the dictionary and you will see a picture of her face'
'i want you to be a part of my family'
'i think what she's tryna say is... i will never ever ever ever ever write a song about a siby!'
'what should i tell her? a. that bitch is a bitch? b. you're a whore? c. you should go to spac more often?'
''hey, wanna make out?' 'but you're only 18' 'no, im really 17' 'oh, ok''
'do you believe in god? that's the same as allah! do you like basketball? that's jihad! crossover? that's suicide bombing!'
'she's like a fucking cancer! i just wanna cut it off! i try radiation and shit to get her to go away but she just wont leave!'
'adam, there's a reason pakistan and india have a border.'
'and she came up to me and was like "hi!!! how are you!! i'm black out drunk right now!!" in this really high voice and i was like that voice is strangely familiar; it was uncanny... then i remembered, oh! this is the girl that siby and shiva do impressions of all the time!'
'at some time they have to accept that what they're doing is really just arts and crafts, not arts and sciences.'

18.3.05

oh god oh god. i am blazed out of my mind right now. it is 2.37 at present in the morning and last night i just had my ea final. engineering analysis 2. you see, first quarter i thought i could just go to class as a priority and not buy books and it would be cool. and it was. now this past 2nd quarter i decided not to buy books once again. however for some reason 10.am seems really really early to me now and i dont really go to class either. i was talking to ravi about it tday at lunch and it's kinda like we're just living w/ a buncha ppl. we dont really 'take' classes, we're just enrolled still. like it's kinda a problem when you stop going to three out of your four classes and decide to sleep 12-14 hours per day. ever done that? sleep about 18 hrs in a row? it's amazing. you feel like a bum bc you've totally wated a day of your college experience but i think it's worth it. so as i was saying, i had my ea final yesterday at noon and the night before at around 11pm i was kinda worried bc i didnt really know how to go about studying for this really difficult final. then shiva called and asked if i wanted to go to suraj's so the three of us reached his huge ass house around 12. we then proceeded to pull all nighters w/ a lil bit of goldmember to cram for 12am. thank god for free monster. but right after finishing the final i managed to get my hands on some really really special brownies. they were in the process of being made that night but i got a hold of them around 11pm, about 3 hrs ago. i was advised to only eat 1 but it usually takes me a while to start feelin. so after an hour of not feeling anything i went back and had my 2nd brownie. then i was like, 'what the heck?' and ate half more of the 3rd. then i went to bk w/ some friends who also had their own brownies. on the way back from bk a cop pulled us over. we all freaked out. 3 blazed characters in a speeding vehicle. one who actually does look like a cartoon character. somehow we didnt get tested/arrested and managed to get to bobb. then i came back and decided to have the last remains of my 4 brownies. so that's 4 brownies in what, 3 hrs? im goin nuts. i cant wait to go back home. see, im just tired of college. correction, im just tired of all my classes. or class. cant wait to go back and sleep in my own bed and sleep in my own bed. ive been watching the iTunes visualizations which are... magnificent. one would think i would be done w/ finals, but no. in about 6 hours i have a sociology final to attend. all the way down in kellog. will this happen? or might i just pass out in whoever's room im in right now and miss it? ppl say i think too much. this is why my head is so big. i took a pictures of me not less than 4 minutes ago and put it up on the facing book. tight. too tight. strong osman.

strong stronging strongity, strongidooble, strongbad, strongbadly <<<<<----- makes no sense?

goodbye. i will post more often. oh, listen to some song called barat humko something something because it's strangely interesting. by penn masala. good stuff.

happy saint patty's day. i cant wait till easter.

i came back to my computer where i had left an away message w/ the famous 'will you be my girl' lyrics of jet and ms heartbreaker says 'ILL BE YOUR GIRL1!' what more could you ask for?


i just read over all of that just now and it makes no sense. but my body's all warm and tingling right now so it's cool. cool beans.

This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?